Lately ive been feeling a little depressed and down. I see everyone around me getting engaged and married and I cant even get someone to stick around and try to deal with me. Even the slut bckets are getting married. Until, lately ive been growing feelings quickly over someone who id least expect it. I learned not to under estimate anyone ever again. To let go on what I feel. The great vibe im getting from him I wil not let the negativity of my past ruin this.